Hmm... (titles suck)
Mood:  cheeky
Now Playing: Blue Crush!! woo, Best Movie Ever!

Ok, well it has been a while since I last wrote...nothing to say I guess. I started on a new course, Career Studies, still waiting to do my english exam, then I'll have a credit. This course I'm working on now, is easy but dumb, so I get discouraged easily. Doctors appoinment tomorrow, then some shopping hopefully. Going to get a blood test, to make sure I don't have anything seeing as how I have four tattoos. I want to get a haircut, maybe and some jeans and a new pair of shoes and maybe a purse but I doubt that will happen... Anyways Marshall and I fight alot, maybe too much... I don't know why I get soo grumpy with him, I can't help it. He'll call and I honestly don't have anything to say, I don't do anything and he expects me to have long huge conversations with him but its kinda hard when you have nothing to say!!! He doesn't even say much, but I'm not even gona go there, it's just going to piss me off even more! I don't have any friends anymore, not like I used to. Everyone thinks that I changed when I started smoking and toking, like honestly I'm still the same shy small town girl that everyone knew. I'm not different at all, in fact I think I'm a bit more different, I see things differently... I don't hang out with the stupid people anymore. Everyone tries to put on a show, everyone is too cool and I don't really understand that, like who really gives a Sh!t?? but anyways 

Hmm...
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: Atreyu - This Flesh Is A Tomb
Well today was a good day. Got super ripped all day. Walked to the a-school with Marshall and Aaron. Then we had the afternoon off at 11;30 so we smoked one, then went to the Timber Mart to pick up Beaner. Then we went to the Monument, smoked one and chilled there for a while. Then we decided to go to the mountain, super great exercise it was so much fun! I should have my english credit by Monday or Tuesday!! Yay then on to PPZ (Gym) I think not too sure yett. Marshall is coming over tomorrow night, he is supposed to phone me tomorrow at noon... hmm I'm pretty bored tho nothing really to do and nothing on T.V... Hmm I wanna clean out mon pipe, well I didn't but hmm gotta buzz... Anyways I'm havin fun downloadin all kinds of music and puttin stuff back on my computer. In like 2 weeks I'm going to the Dr.'s, I'm getting an AIDs, Hep C and a few other tests (coz I have 4 tatts), hopefully all goes well, I know it will. I also have to get some prescriptions filled. Anywhoo I'm gona find something else to do.

Now Playing: C.S.I

You Are Blonde Highlights

Men see you as flexible and versatile - you fit in to every situation You've got the inner glow of a blonde, the intensity of a redhead... And the wisdom of a brunette.

You Are 25% Fake

The real you is something you embrace and don't mind enhancing. You know that a few beauty secrets aren't a big deal, as long as you look good.

Guys Like That You're Charming

You're the girl most guys can't get out of their heads Even if they met you on a bad hair day :-) You just seem to "click" with everyone you meet So even if a guy forgets about you for a second... his friends haven't!

You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

You Are a Normal Girl

You are 40% Good and 60% Bad Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past. But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

Your Inner Retro Girl Is

1950s Doll

Both of You Wear the Pants

You and your guy seem to have stuck the perfect power balance. It's not that you don't disagree - it's just that you've learned how to compromise well. You're both mature enough to know that you can't always get your way... And usually, you're both adult enough to reach an agreement - even if that sometimes means giving in a little.

You Are Mostly Secure

In general, you feel confident and together. But the wrong thing can happen, and all of a sudden, you're not feeling so secure. Luckily, your insecurities don't last long... at least, not usually. So the next time you're feeling insecure, try to snap out of it - and remember the confident woman you are!

Keep Him :-)

This guy's got marriage on the brain - and should propose soon... That is, if you play your cards right. Keep doing what you're doing. Marriage material guy doesn't like drama - or hot today, cold tomorrow relationships. So keep it flowing peacefully, and you'll capture his heart. How to make sure you're ready: Make sure that you love marriage minded guy because he's a fantastic catch - not because he's eager to walk down the aisle.

You Would Pick Your Boyfriend Again!

While the initial new couple spark has faded for you two, You've built upon your attraction - and formed a deep love. And although things are never perfect, they're usually pretty great. So don't let your eye wander. You've got the best catch for you, at home.

You Are Confident Sexy

You're one sexy chica, and you know it. You've got the confidence to strut your stuff... And approach any man who happens to catch your eye. You may make a guys run away, but the true men will appreciate your moxie.

Hmm... I'm Like Marijuana

Your Personality Is Like Marijuana

You're laid back and easy going, so much so that taking a shower is often too much trouble for you! Nevertheless, you're quite popular, and many people enjoy your company. You're rarely turned down. You're prone to giggle fits, paranoia, and forgetting where you are exactly.

You Are 76% Intuitive

You are a very intuitive person. And luckily, your intuition is normally right. You're wise enough to know that relying on intuition alone can be dangerous. When your intuition seems really off, you tend to ignore it - and look at the facts instead.

What Your Underwear Says About You

You tend to buy new underwear instead of doing laundry. You're a closet exhibitionist who gets a thrill from being secretly naughty.

You Are 41% Vain

You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence. Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!

Your Weight is Ideal

Your BMI is 21.0 - a healthy BMI falls between 18.5 and 25 Congratulations, you are the perfect weight for your height. Even though you may not be entirely happy with your weight, you are healthy. So gain or lose a few pounds if you want, but don't go too crazy! Don't agree? Blame the government standards we based this test on!

You Have Low Self Esteem 60% of the Time

While you sometimes feel good about yourself, you tend to struggle a little with self esteem issues. It's not about changing who you are, it's about accepting your faults. You just need to be less critical and demanding of yourself!

Been a While....
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Dr.Fill (haha)
Ok well, I haven't written in a while. The hard-drive on my comp. went to it had to be shipped away, luckily I had a one-year warranty. So my comp is back and all brand new, I lost all my music and all my pics!! O well anyways... went to the A-School today and got some work back and so far I've passed every unit, except for one which I couldn't do the Key Questions.. I'm doing good tho. Hmm I wanna have a bubble bath, clean my room, Do a-school work, Straighten My hair, and Exercise...!?!? It's like 10 after 6 right now...

juss a thought...
I want to get "La Bella Vita" around the butterfly on my wrist. I think I might get it done at the same time as I get the fairy on my other arm 

Hmm...
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Criminal Minds

Well, my day was fine. Ben peed on my bed last night, so I didn't get to sleep in my bed, which made me grumpy when I woke up... Then I found "goodies" on the table. Anyways it was freezing out today, but we got super baked...

 

It's kinda funny, my mom lives only 5 minutes from me and I never see her. It's like she doesn't even think of me. She has her own family and think nothing of me, now I know she didn't want me. I don't even know her, she know's nothing about me... She gives me a card twice a hear and $50... what a mom. She is almost as dead to me as my Dad is, which is actually kinda sad. But I guess that is life... I wouldn't be who I am today if my mother hadn't done what she had done... It's weird to say Mom because really I don't have one. Ya I have my grandparents but they are more like friends than parents, which is cool, But I just once would have loved to spend the day with both of my parents together.  

Hmm...
Mood:  chillin'
Hmm I'm super pooched again... hmm i don't even feel like writing why did i come here...

Hmm... My New Blog
Now Playing: Midnight Swim - 36 CrazyFists
Hmm.. Well This is my new blog/website/fitness blog... It's purty cool and pretty!..Soo Hmm... A-School funn, at 9:30am, Jamie asked Marshall and I If we had a pipe... and such, which led to us taking a smoke break...and such So we told Mrs. that we were going to have a smoke. We had to go down the street a bit because it was raining... So we smoked our stuff and we went back to the A-School, and then Mrs. was was running away on us then she seen us and asked us where we were having our smoke and she knew what we were doing but she doesn't care its funny... Anyways pointless story, Like I say on the homepage this may contains ramblings, of me talking for nothing becuase I'm in that state of mind... hmm I need a cigarette...Ahh I got one... half of one... not even half...a *shiza* clinche... anyways I'm thinking of Marshall...